it has been a superly long time since i last posted. hahaha. prelim has started. zzz. sian. now must study study and study. hais. i seriously dno whye must we study so much. to get phd? permanent head damage. but in the end. i still will study. as im so afraid. afraid of many things. afraid that i will regret for not studying and blah blah blah. the feeling of regretting has never been good. i had never regretted. i always told myself that's mine choice and i have to face it. however, there is one particular incident that make me regretted. and im still regretting. so i hate this feeling. and i guess everybody does. i dno whye im saying all these here. it just comes to mine mind and i type it out. so don ask me anything. anyway, mine bio practical was screwed up. i gonna fail. i didn't know that was unripen BANANA. it just sucks a thousand. tml is science practical. i pray to be good.


about 2 months more.
everything will come to an end.



can i not have exam? it freaks me out .